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how do you want it? how does it feel?
Tomorrow ain't promised today
no idea...that title is from the commercial i was watching. Why am i watching tv, lounging around in my pajamas? I slept until 2 today. This always happens when i'm up late talking online. I tried to talk for only a little while but that did not occur. Last night, for me, was soooooo great. Work, Dinner with family, Tom's, Lyndsey came, then went to poker night. I had a great time and that's all that matters. Making others happy is my second priority. But even the job of making myself happy has already been covered. Why? I don't know, but i won't question it. It's what I needed.
seems like im going out with the parents for a little while. shopping, getting a hair cut, and then a movie. tonight prolly just chill around for a little while. relaxing dayyyyyyyy oh my. whatcha gonna do?
Some RaNdOm avril lavigne songs, take it as you may:
You can stay tonight...
When i catch my breath...
Time for break! Winter Break is on oh-so-wonderful time of the year. Besides work today and tomorrow i am hoping for some FUN to occur. The only things i have to accomplish over break are some college things, NHS scholarship, A portrait of the artist, and some enviro stuff. oh man, this sucks, I gonna go start my break off right.
"She said her name was paradise
I was singing that at the mall today when i went to get lunch. I sing along with the music everytime i work, i work tomorrow.
...You make me crazy, you make me act like a maniac." eminem
*This journal need not contain stupid, insufficient, menial portions of my life*
highlight of today....jackie running full speed into the locked door at work, falling backwards, and then giving me and katie the middle finger.
I Love Lexi, Douglas, not the car. She and I can have such awesome conversations about life, and what's going on, and how all of this relates to us. What we go through and all the happiness in life. She is such a great person and I love her for that. She makes me happy.
well last night was productive, and relaxing. After luke left cause i was falling asleep and after all of the drama i got time for me :) I layed in bed around 930 with A Portrait of the Artist as a Young Man, watching home alone 2, with the light on, in my warm bed, not talking to anyone. And i FELL ASLEEP. I proceeded to wake up around 630? which happens to be the time i wake up whether we have school or not because i'm dumb, i even woke up at 630 on the late start day!
Im here watching Full House heh heh...im like a little kid
congratulations to thomas for getting accepted to Stetson
school was pretty coy today...guidance luko left me, lit everyone left me, calc was chill, enviro was gay, gov't was so funny, and physics was sleepy. Today we found out A-Team practices will begin on Tuesday and i am excited, i'm such a freakin' dork, but i don't care. I do what i want. Sam is the captain and my hero, i love her, christine, heather, and everyone from last year will be, with the addition of a junior i believe :)
now i will post cause i am bored. the guy at wet seal is too stalkerish for words sometimes, even when he says nothing it makes me creeped out. like today when he asked shatora if he should buy me something for the holidays, and i dont even know the kid! But he's cool and semi-cute. I love my car, did i ever say that. Lexi the lexus is now in business. Dan stirling is a cool dude who im talking to right now.(there, does that protect your rep?) okay im done g'night
this is my post for the evening, heather and lynlyn are here and dan and kyle were here before and we just went for FREE ICE CREAM AT COLDSTONE it was yummy yummy yummy. We are chillin now and we have not much to do but be girls and watch movies and play apples to apples cause it is my lovely game and i love it and i haven't opened it yet but i love it so much cause it's mine and not davids and no one can tell me "no that is not a lovely game of apples to apples motha fucka" i would say "sorry it is my lovely game now shut up"
This entry is for Samantha since I love her, and her 18th birthday was yesterday, of which i was not notified, or invited to the partay. Although I am a tad bit mad, I still love her and do not want her to break up with me.
she’s right ya know (uh uh), she's right (ah) Man, she's right ya know (uh uh), she's right (ow!)You stand there looking at me (at me)I stand herre looking at you girl (at you boy)You know exactly what's on my mind (yeah yeah)
It’s just so easy to see (to see)Today i will post, for all of you, for myself, and for the good of mankind. I realized that i used to let all of my thoughts out into this journal, it used to fulfill me, but lately i've been bottling it up and that's not good to my health. I have been cheating you all, i have been in some kind of funky mood, but i have gotten out of, i think. Nothing has been crystal clear to me lately. And i've been neglecting this journal, which i do like writing in actually. I didn't even see that kyle or dan wrote in here, and im happy they did but angry that i haven't been keeping up with this and acknowledging all of my friends in this, I love you ALL. I will, finally, update something for y'all. I've kind of been down lately, because of people, friends, people who shouldn't even get me down, but it doesn't matter to me at all anymore. I just can't be sad right now. I feel weak at times, like i will break, like i will fall down and not get back up, or like i can't go on with things, but you make that all okay.