how does it feel?

Not good i tell you. today had to be, by far, the hardest day to wake up being sick, in maybe my entire life. I got to school and felt so entirely drained throughout guidance but they made me walk around anyway and i felt so sick. I was also able to bring a class to kyle/glicks/katies class and kyle goes "get out brooke, we hate you, get out". Then i went to mrs. brethericks class and i officially dozed off a couple of times when she was talking about some stupid poem, gosh i hate that class. When i got to calc i felt really bad, plus i was harassed by kyle about our theory and about ever talking to john. Ha, that's all i have to say. "I'm taking over, and i hate you so much too." I got a pass to leave, and after witnessing the happiness that me not returning brought to kyle, i left. As i was walking out i ran into Dell and Bretherick who talked about me as i walked with them, as if i wasn't there. Apparently by me hating brethericks class, and doing no work, I am always on top of things and mrs bretherick likes me. That was rather shocking considering i had fallen asleep in her class earlier that day. Salty.

I drove home and did not even change. I layed down in my already unmade bed and fell asleep for 3 hours. Woke up at 115 still feeling sick and then got ready for work, which i might add BLOWS. Work for 6 hours, omg, i hate my life lol. I have some feeling that i will fall asleep tonight exactly at 920 when i get home from work. It will be glorious, because i say so.

Haha i like looking at the time and realizing this is when i would get out of school, except that i got out at 10 and slept. I love it. But i hate you. So much. If there is a better word to express my hatred then i would find it, but i am so lazy. For some reason im way motivated to write in here, and i don't know why. Something inside of me is like...write something, it could be worthwhile. I used to right really good journals when i had something to write about. I hope i can find the muse to make me write more again.

"So pardon me while I burst into flames
I've had enough of the world
And it's people's mindless games
So pardon me while I burn
And rise above the flame
Pardon me, pardon me
I'll never be the same" [pardonmeincubus]


"My biggest fear will be the rescue of me
Strange how it turns out that way
Could you show me dear
Something I've not seen?
Something infinitely interesting" [echoincubus]

wowwwwwwwwwwwwww[john voice(cause apparently i cant do it)] Luke needs to stop:
CRRRRAAAAAAZZZZY: i want to spank your ass
CRRRRAAAAAAZZZZY: freudian slip

CRRRRAAAAAAZZZZY: i took turns having sex with girls on the lab counters and then we took more notes

who meows murder?

i guess maybe i should write some in here. school is gay, and i regret ever going back. i love break and freedom. i think im allergic to school, i got sick, and have been sick for a day or so. feeling like crap, head pounding, GAH. today was a very chill day filled with tv, jeopardy competition, and laying around and now im watching america's next top model, woo. i just showered and i feel nice and clean, and there is nothing else for me to say really, that is new.

the eccentric stylings of the LEL-mister

"i got more guns than c's
i got more hoes than applebees
back that ass up do do do"

oh, i love you luke.

school, die. week go by faster.

list o' fun

Okay seeing as i update in here infrequently, and don't care much about what i write, i will just say goodbye for spring break. There will probably not be an update in here during this time period. So now i will leave you, as i have so many things to do and not enough time. Hope you all have a wonderful and safe spring break. Dominik i hope that you have a safe flight next weekend, and I love all of you. MWAH

oh, it's SPRING BREAK TIME

thank goodness

sweet

Well hello there. Let's see what i have to do today. Not much. Homework, not much. Some Econ, some Calc, and some Enviro. Not too bad compared to the two tests i had to study for last night. Tomorrow is the lunch with Dr. S and hopefully it is fun. I get to spend time with daniel who is mad at me. Spring Break is so soon, and we should all be happy. Love you ALL.

"All the riches baby, won't mean anything
All the riches baby, don't bring what your love can bring
All the riches baby, won't mean anything
Don't need no other baby
Your lovin' is better than gold and I know"

Hello friends. I haven't really written in here in awhile, and I feel as though i must.

School, friends, and everything have been terrific. And the forthcoming spring break will be so awesome, I cannot wait!! Spring Break means relaxing with friends, leaving for 2 days to a place where no one can find me , except for the other 5 people, going to an awesome concert upon returning from said trip which is for heathers birthday, work sometimes, and DOMINIK comes!!!! After spring break will be awesome too: prom, sleepover at lukes, grad night in disney the weekend after, and then graduation around the corner. Time is flying so fast, and as much as i truly want to get away to college and a new place, and as much as you want me to go, there's people that i will truly miss. People that are leaving, people that i am leaving behind, and people that are leaving me.

I don't know where shamma is...hmm. One more week, One more week.

I'm rather happy right now, let's all be happy. Happy, Happy, Happy. Happy with who we are, yet willing to realize who we appear to be to others, and what impact we make. I am sure that all of my friends are happy right now, and if they aren't then i don't know about it. This is a happy time of the year, yay.

I'm glad that all of these dumb projects are over, that was so stressful.

I have so much environmental homework to do today, bleh, at least i get to go it at work yay. I feel like going shopping before work. hmm. I may go do that :)

Just let me be...geez

I'm young, and I am free
But I get tired, and I get weak
I get lost, and I can't sleep

whoa

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i cant seem to catch my breath...

Relax your mind, take your time on me...

"I will speak daggers to her, but use none". - ( III, II).

Figures i go and pick a quote like this. Hamlet rocks. Analogy?

I got my dooney and bourke bag and i love it so much, purple is awesome, and it is too. You will have to see it cause it rocks. I have nothing else to spend my money on anyway.

Blah i have work in the morning and i dont want to go. I will survive i believe. Actually i'm sure of it. I realized that even the worst things in life can be overcome. I'm not a little girl anymore, and i do have control over my life. I can make the best or the worst of it, with whoever i want to. The people that are true to me. I love you, you know who you are. Thank you Daniel for last night, you helped me see things that i didn't see before.

Thank you for never going anywhere.

i got into the university of miami today, and i got 21,000 a year to go there, hmm tempting. i hate colleges. blah

phew

I'm so bored lol, since these half days that start at 1130, i've had so much free time. Today i woke up at 8 and showered, got ready and went to toms at 9. We watched tv and then went to school at 1130 and bought prom tickets. After that was econ, guidance, and lit. A dumb day altogether. I got shamma at the school later, and we did our physics lab. Then we got a laser pointer and then i drove her home. I went to visit tom at work after that and we talked for awhile, i got told to leave by mike, etc. Tonight i'm not sure what i'm doing. Right now i'm just laying around. Bleh, no homework always leaves me bored, plus everyone is somewhere or doing something. I might go do the physics lab, hmm.