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Raise your hand

Remember everything you hear

and playing in the Rain is worth catching cold

This week has been pretty good by all standards. I saw Tom monday, yesterday, and today as well, and i will see him tomorrow as well! Wow this may be the most times in a week i've hung out with him. Crrraaaaazzzy. I had some yummy mac-n-cheese for dinner and then im gonna watch some mighty awesome thursday night shows.

I got some awesome neon green reef's yesterday. ask me and i may show you

Sooner or later...

We'll be lookin' back on everything

and we'll laugh about it like we knew it all was happening!

- theme song from life as we know it

Love, Peace, Later Days....Brooke

i love you more than you will

ever

know

But i need to know...

Today was awesome. Plus my monday night shows will be on later. School was a breeze. Went to thomas' after and it was his mommy's birthday! Woohoo. I may head over to heathers in a little while just to drive. This is my song for today.

"How do you do it
Make me feel like i do?
How do you do it
It's better than i ever knew"- incubus

you do something to me that i can't explain

so would i be out of line

if i said i miss you?

wooo

=) today was an all in all okay day. and yesterday as well. Last night i had work 2-9. couldn't go to homecoming...like i'dwant to? and then thomas daniel came over. Such a good night. I love being in his arms. I can't believe we made it 7 months already!!! Today was okay, ACT's in the morning, some food shopping, and then off to heathers where we just caught up and bonded more, i miss my girlies. Now i am lounging around in thomas' sweatshirt and pjs and just relaxing.

I miss him.

I don't want school tomorrow.

B-LYN

These are the times...

last night was mucho fun! lyndsey, luke, katie, and i went to islands of adventure and some of universal for halloween horror nights. it was sooooooo scary lol. i almost died, and of course got made fun of. i liked laughing when i could see the people "i seeeeee you" and when we tried to take our picture in jurassic park katie and lyndsey were so funny looking. it was grand. today we left at like 930 and got home at like 1130 good driving luko!

HAPPY 7 MONTHS THOMAS DANIEL! i love you with all my heart. Too bad i can't spend time with him today :( he's out with his mommy now, so ill see him for a few minutes late dammit.

"time and time again we fall into the depths of who we are
but you can't keep running away from what you're trying find"- chronic future

You can stay tonight, and make everything alright...

Today was a mighty fine day all in all. Guidance was boring and they threatened us that they wouldn't give us A's, grrr. Lit was okay we just went over our team things. Calc was funny as it always is...kyle maistri (sp?) was making fun of me when i got everything right except for the easiest problem, damnit. Enviro= free response and labish. Govt was okay just alot of notes and then physics, ugh. The grey one was like "i need to spend more time with you guys, so annoying.

After school i went to Thomas Daniels casa. I love my baby more than anything. Simple as that. this is awesome. I have calculated that in a few hours Thomas will BEAT Rick, and be my longest boyfriend ever. It seems like i've been going out with him forever but it's almost 7 months only....only....i can't take advantage of the situation. In a year we will be at different colleges and none of this will matter, i hope things stay exactly as they are now.

On a different note, tonight is the powder puff game and TOMORROW IS HALLOWEEN HORROR NIGHTS. i may cry. im scurred.

be thankful for my happy mood, i've been bitchy lately. i hope this stays forever.
love you all
BROOKE

I'm bouncing off the walls again...

I'm in a better mood today, thankfully. Tomorrow is T-W-I-N day. Heather and I, Luke and Sara, Pat and Tom will be twins and it will be awesome MWAH HAHAHAHA. Lyn Lyn and I will be twins at work! I have been doing the stupid government packet and waiting for Thomas to call. Today was pajama day and tomo wore his A&F shorts, need i say more? After school I did not do much except drive around a lot.

FRIDAY is our HHN adventure! awww yeah

"I'm bouncin' off the walls again whoa oh

I'm lookin' like a fool again whoa oh"

B-LYN...or as john says B-MO

I'm a mess.

Work should be annoying right?

Well actually it's not, i love it. It's the best way to hang out with lyndsey and katie and get money. Today was a much better work day then yesterday. Booyah. I got to swing lyndsey around!! Bryan and Joey came again today, heather and chelsea came also. Yay for Hate Crew. Katie and Lyndsey are too funny and i love them. We are going to HHN on friday pray for it to work! This week will be fun. Nothing tomorrow, tuesday work, wednesday tom, thursday beach, friday HHN. Okay i am done, i will bask in the greatness!

Busy Busy Busy

Such a busy life. Today i went early to work with lyndsey(in her mommys car cause hers had an oil change and then got a flat) and got jeans at AE, i left work around 5 cause i was going to faint or throw up, whichever came first. Andrew came in to cover for me, after he had worked all morning, poor Andrew, I gave him a hug for being so nice. But then i went home and showered and then layed around and read cause i needed to relax. I had KFC for dinner and watched Shark Tale.

My bad day came to a good end.

Only thing that would have made it better would be if i could see my thomas or HC

"i couldn't ever love you more...."-the cure

[void]

today work will be consuming my life...i will shower and get ready

I'm alone

Everyone is gone. Well not gone, that's only Chelsea, Heather!, Pat, Luke, and David. Tom was supposed to leave but he's staying. Lyndsey is with BrNan and Joey. And Sara is with Raffael, of course. Yeah so, tonight will be calm yay. My Dad is coming from New York for today. I will probably drive to get him from the airport. It will be fun.

I miss everyone :(

What is with this L~L business? They should just do it.

You're the only one
I'd be with til the end
When I come undone
You bring me back again
Back under the stars
Back into your arms

I don't want to fall to pieces
I just want to sit and stare at you
I don't want to talk about it
And I don't want a conversation
I just want to cry in front of you
I don't want to talk about it
Cause I'm in love Y with you

BROOKEJ

I am a whore

thanks lyndsey. okay recap:

this morning my mom thought that she had no gas and made me and the short one walk somewhat far to school, then i couldn't find luke or heather at our normal secret spot. But of course butthead lyndsey and co* had stolen them and wouldn't let them leave. Heather snuck out in time but luke was under the wrath of the baldyga, school continues as follows:

1) guidance i got mad at luko and jason...they were being stupid mofos
2) went to lit for like .0882391 seconds and then to the UF lady thing
3) calc was dumb...i hate it
4) enviro...bad mood dunno why, heather said i was angry
lunch) tried to convince tom to get pat tomorrow morning
5) govt, media port was due yay
6) physicos- stupid...end

after school the time was 2:00 and tomo and i went to the mall and got his green sweatshirt for $57.77, and got out by 2:15 i thought we were the shit. I was happy, he didn't think it was funny. But of course after he was hungry so we went to WENDYS. yay. then we went to his house and did some math for two hours. I will not recap anything from toms house after that. Then i left thomas daniel's and came home and called lyn. Lyndsey came over and thats where i am now. bye

p.s. brooke is not really a whore (lyndsey)

*co- becca, bryan, kelly, katie, tracy, beccas sis

"jingle bell jingle bell jingle bell rock"

hey y'all

i don't remember the last time i wrote in this, i've been swamped with work. Gov't and applications and all. And also real work. Went to that on Tuesday with Lyn. Tom came to visit, such a good boyfriend :) then after that i did homework. School was okay.

I love Heather Kimberly Reagan. She is so strong and for that i admire her.

Besides Lukes obscene drawings in paint, that he saved to all the computers, the day went pretty well. I went to Thomas' cause i love him, we chilled for awhile and he wouldn't let me eat chinese with him and his mommy but we had fun. I just love being with tom, simple as that. I'm kind of attracted to his hyper-ness, he makes me laugh so hard. I love you baby.

Tomorrow i am going with him to buy the most *awesome* sweatshirt that $54 can buy. Let me show my excitement. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! hehe and we will spend some time at his house and i will help him with mathematics, since i am the master...that makes me think

you all can call me MASTER brooke from now on, it sounds appealing

"My head is spinnin' But my heart is in the right place..."- my dear ashlee simpson

Warm October nights...

...you came and cuddled next to me

Baby yeah yeah yeah

I

don't know how i should feel anymore

So, do you have a boyfriend?

So today was interesting. Woke up at 645 and went to Dunkin Donuts for b-fast then headed off to Forest Hill High School. The SAT 2's were not that much fun but writing and math was pretty funny. I didn't do too bad, i think i actually did pretty well. After that i came home and ate lunch and waited for lyndsey to get me for work, along with luko? ummm yeah

Work was bad at first, with **Katie/Lyndsey Fight**. Yes a fist fight. It was crazy. Lyndsey pulled her hair and katie kicked her in the shins. Ok now not really. Katie and Lyndsey got yelled at, bullshit. Katie cried, poor katie miss katie. After that we had fun. I got hit on again AHHHHHH. This guy was a brandon boyd look-alike: ya know one that could enter a contest and possibly win, yeah well one of those: he stared at me FOREVER...and then he was like "So, do you have a boyfriend?" Of course I said yes, and then he did one of those...::cough::sucks::cough:: things...like the loser cough. How pathetic. I told him lyn was single and she almost slapped me...like katie earlier. I dunno, work was funny as always...

...I didn't burn myself guys!

Thomas Daniel came to visit me :) yay. I will hang out with him tomorrow.

Lyndsey is mad at me :( i annoy her too much. blah. bad me. lol
"you don't annoy me, you are such a druggie but i love ya brookey-ookey" says lyn

"It's so much harder now
I wanna try and tell you how
There is so much love in me
Even though it's hard to see..."-yellowcard

Haha in school and online

I'm in environmental booyah!

I'll prank you...

We pranked luke today. It was motha fuckin' awesome. It so made my day :) that and being able to leave school instead of going to stupid physics. As i was leaving these two younger boys, ugh younger boys, came up to me and were all "hey, hi, say hi back, say hi to us, hi" they wouldnt stop and they were harassing me but i kept walking. I'm too good for that. Watch yourselves boys.

Well my mother has officially left for NY, bye bye.
I'm home here by myself, well with my sister. But yeah. We are just sitting around gonna watch Shrek 2, and then people are going to come over later.

(Brooke+Tom)+(Heatheranddavid(that's a long name))+emptyhouse=ohyoudontwanttoknow

I'm going to go listen to incubus and wait for lyn to call me, ha look shes still in school since it is 2:41. I love it. wooooooooooooooooooo, good mood compared to the last few days, awesome.

"You can stay tonight,
And make everything alright.
You can hold me down,
And tell me that you're right.
Tell me what it's like to be alone?" Matchbook Romance

Brooklyn

It's just a phase...

...it will be over soon. (just a phase)

well now that that is out of my system. i love hate crew.

"you only think about yourself, you better bend before i go..." (mexico) incubus once again OF COURSE. How wonderful it's lyrics are, and how moving. They win. Period.

"maybe it's me, but i'm sick of wasting energy" (privilege) haha incubus again, wow im on a roll. okay now that that's done. Okay so, today in school was rather boring, bombed my gov't test along with everyone else, blah. I'm here with my sister and we are bored. Mom is leaving for New York tomorrow. Friends are coming over and hopefully Thomas Daniel if he wants to come over. I hope that he does. I really do. I miss him. Not the Thomas from last night, the one that i love. The one who is better than that.

Tomorrow will be a great day. I'm leaving after gov't, like my HaTe CrEw normally does! It will be great, grand, spectacular, enthralling, and a little exciting. Because i say so biotch. I'll leave you with one last INCUBUS "quote". Goodbye.

"I suggest we learn to love ourselves before it's made illegal
When will we learn
When will we change
Just in time to see it all come down..." (warning)

Could I be your memory?

The rain falls in angry sheets on my window. The thunder envelops me, as if tempting me, trying to make me say the words I dare not say. What is this feeling? The one where you know exactly what you want, but at the same time know nothing at all. It scares me. Not only the intimidating powerful boom of the thunder, but the feeling of uncertainty. Will it go away? or will I overcome my selfishness?

This burns...

Literally and Figuratively, let's start off with the literal definition:

Burn(v;To be destroyed, injured, damaged, or changed by or as if by fire): yes i burnt my arm once again. ouch. i was cleaning the grill at work with this cool spray stuff and being stupid i hit my arm into it. it hurts so bad and it's rather large. Someone shoot me for being so clumsy.

Burn(v;To be or become angry) Don't know why, Lyndsey thinks i was in such an angry mood. Maybe I was. Maybe I'm tired. Maybe i just want to know that my efforts are paying off, with my friends, family, Thomas, work, school, college. I'm glad everyone is happy now. I just want a piece of happiness for me. And I realized that one of the only times I am truly happy is when i am lying in tom's arms just feeling safe and loved. I can't help thinking about him or longing for the next time to see him. The only few things to make me happy right now(in no particular order) are Thomas, Hate Crew, and a select group of friends.

Just show that you love me...i order you. I Dare You.

okay now i am going to get my arm amputated cause it hurts like hell. That and my heart...and my mind. What else is new.

"'Cause you'll be in my heart
Yes, you'll be in my heart
From this day on
Now and forever more" <---- i was in a phil collins mood :)

I hate college stuff

Okay so today, back to school finally. Blah, it wasn't that bad or anything but annoying. Patrick is being nominated for most likely to succeed. I came home and did a lot of work and all that. Then Sara Marie came over and we rollerbladed which was much fun. Now i am enjoying the fun stuff that comes along with applying for college CRAP. lol i hate this stuff but i have nothing more to say in this journal right now because i am frusterated and tired and annoyed. bye

skaterdude is my hero

is Tom a skateboarder? or his he not? i don't get this concept...comments please

Why am i so bad?

My Thomas Daniel always makes me want to be so bad. But then there's that subconscious voice in the back of my head:

Don't do it Brooke. He's just a boy. Don't think about it.

I hate that little voice. I wish things were so much easier and you didn't have to worry about so many things. That would be Ideal. Well anyway, Yesterday i did mucho college app stuff. It sucked my ass. But after i accomplised those...i was able to head over to my thomas' house for a few hours. Here's where the brief intermission of my commentary comes in.

Then we headed back to my house when the h called, then i called lyn, then we went to my house and tom went back to his. I had some chinese food and then lyn came over then Tom then we went to the movie. We had to save 5 seats for the people coming which wasn't that hard considering the movie was packed. Afterwards heather gave us the silent treatment. Which soon ended when we went to Starbucks(where lyndsey got a free coffee). We went back to heathers and watched some....amazingly HOT wrestling btwn Justin and David-o. Never again. NEVER again.

Went home and fell asleep right away and then woke up today at 1130...oops

well now im gonna go do stuff til i go to work with lyn....hehe :)