Huzzah

1)Using your current initials, choose a different name for yourself:
i have no idea

2) If you were born outside of your era, when would you want to be born?
in the victorian era

3) If you ran a store, what would you sell/have?
lots and lots of cute clothes and food

4) What part in a movie would you love to play?
something cool that keira knightly would play

5) In your opinion, why do people suck?
we're mammals

6) If you had your own state, what would you put on your new quarter?
a seahorse or just a regular horse

7) What's the oldest article of clothing you own?
lots of my t-shirts from cheerleading

8) What piece of furniture have you replaced the most?
my bed

9) What instrument do you wish you could be more than great at?
drums

10) Record, tape or CD?
CD

11) What do you think would be the best concert ever?
incubus, 3 doors down, all american rejects, the used, hawthorne heights

12) What is the best part of your favorite movie?
when orlando and keira get together at the end or pirates

13) What do you think is the most over-rated candy ever?
snickers

14) If you were writing out your will, who would you give your CD collection to?
dave, he likes music

15) If you could only debate two topics the rest of your life, what would they be?
abortion and why i'm so awesome

16) Out of your friends, who would you say you are most jealous of, artistically?
katie lewis can draw like a mofo

17) Most jealous of...intellectually?
heather

18) What do you collect?
clothes, coach bags

19) What is broken that you have, that you wish was fixed
my laptop, a friendship

20) What do you do when you're home sick?
i was today, called my mom and cried

21) Current favorite article of clothing?
My a&f jeans

22) Line from the last thing you wrote for someone?
i miss you

23) A famous person you have met:
nick carter, queen of england

24) Favorite way to waste time?
next door

25) Last thing you bought yourself?
onion rings and a milkshake at dennys

Im leaving

I'm going to see heather tomorrow!!! I can't wait, omg i miss her way too much. I won't be back in gville til sunday night, so give me a call :)

Yeah

Seeing brian so homesick made me realize how much i miss some of my friends. I miss you heather, i miss you tracy, and i miss you lyndsey. You three are awesome and i miss you guys a lot! This thursday i may leave with keith for orlando, he lives 2 seconds from UCF and if i dont leave with him thrsday i may go with alyssa friday after my classes. I really need to see heather and david. As much as i love my friends here, my new friends, and my losers of neighbors, I need those 3...soon. Tracy I can't go til thanksgiving to see you. Heather the rest of this week will be better once i see you. And lyn, don't do anything stupid that i wouldnt do. No woman, no cry.

I want to be strong for sarah and brian and keith and lyndsey and everyone having a bad time, but really...i need to be strong for me. I'm getting better at it.

GO AWAY

Drama=Friends=Gay
If the drama with the friends continues more you won't be my friends anymore.

No one can keep their mouths shut can they? I am very annoyed right now.

In other news, it's tracys birthday and i love her.

In other other news, i'm going to see when luke and i can visit heather and david cause we really need to cause i miss them a lot :(

WAH!

YAYYY

So sarah and I lucked out and we're going to the gator game on saturday with our boys :) :) poor keith who has season tickets can't sit with us :( but it will be amazing i've never been to a college football game and especially gator games will be amazing!!!! Tomorrow sarah and i are picking up our tickets and the boys so that we can sit together and then we are going to go grocery shopping at night with the boys. Oh and sarah and I have become sort of friends with our RA brian? i don't really know how that happened but we are. He likes my purse that dan got me but says its too small, and his girlfriends missing? Idk he's weird, or as dave says...IDNC BITCHES! okay i added the bitches part. So classes are going well, drinking is going well (besides the 3 noise complaints, 2 citations, and drunk dialing that i don't remember), the boys next door are good except keith is gone til saturday :(

that's it, im out kiddies! call me for some fun up in gville!

Falling faster, it's true...

[I'm torn between this life I lead
And where I stand...] 3DD

For once can I do something right? For once can i be myself and not get shit for it. I feel so lost and confused. I feel like i want to have fun up here, and by doing that i'm hurting people. I can't have it both ways can i? In trying to make other people happy all of the time I lose sight of myself, my hopes, my dreams, my life.

Why can't people stop lying. If there was one thing that I could change about this world that we live in I think that it would be that no one would ever lie. Lying is perhaps, one of the things that i hate most about people, and turns me off to them. I know that I may exaggerate most of the time, i know that I have many imperfections, but [how can you collect them all and throw them in my face?] I'm tired of life. I'm tired of fighting. I'm tired of feeling like i'm the only one who understands me. I want so many things, but many of them can only come in time. I can't change myself or the world overnight, heck i don't think i can make myself better in a matter of weeks. But i really think i need to try.

I need to stop putting myself in situations where I can get hurt or potentially hurt people.

I need my friends ( i realized that this weekend). Tracy thank you so much for being my friend in the first place, and thank you for seeing in me someone that I don't see.

Thank you to my roomates and the boys next door. Just because even if you don't know it...you guys help me when i'm sad and need to laugh. It's just the little things that you do that help me through.

Even after all of my frusterations, my angey, my sadness, my depression, and even after my laughter and happiness with life. I KNOW that someday I will have had the strength to change and better myself.

And I hear screaming next door, maybe brian keith dave and mike are killing each other. I may need to go watch ;)

[If this keeps me away much longer
I don't know what I would do
You've got to understand it's a hard life
That i'm going through

And when the night falls in around me
I don't think I'll make it through
I'll use your light to guide the way
Cause all I think about is you] 3DD

I'M 18 BIOTCH!!!! no more can anyone call me a little kid or make fun of me cause i'm the only 17 year old (on our floor) lol. Okay so i'm 18, it's amazing, and we're so going out next weekend to celebrate. Oh and i'm home in west palm this weekend for my birthday :)