Do it now cause...

Tomorrow ain't promised today

Monday, January 30, 2006

Good day

It's all in how he ignores me
And i can't help thinking constantly
That my heart is showing
I can't stand not knowing

What to say
Despite it all
My words seem
So small
My worst fear
Is that you're not here

There are some more important things
You'll never know how much this stings
All I want is your time
Love, why won't you be mine?

What to say
Despite it all
My words seem
So small
My worst fear
Will shed my first tear

I wait at night with phone in hand
And i just want you to understand
Oh i need you tonight
To make everything right

What to say
Don't fight
My words seem
So right
Only you
Leave me so confused

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Trust

To have or place confidence in; depend on.

I don't know why i'm writing about this. I'm having a trust issue. I'm not sure how to resolve it. I love this person to death, but this is bothering me. We'll see.

Also, I want to strangle a certain person.

That is all.

I'll probably update in awhile. Probably not soon.

Friday, January 20, 2006

Spring Semester so far

Okay. It's only been two weeks, but what a glorious two weeks it was. For all of you wondering, and even if you weren't wondering. Kyle and I are together, FINALLY. So, things are going well with us, and I miss him a lot but I will see him every two weeks. After tomorrow we will have beaten our last relationship, which was 6 days. Geez. Other than that, things with my roomates have been good. I love Sarah and I can't wait to spend the next 4 years living with her! OOOH shes truly the best friend ever. The other night she got kind of mad at me for the first time, but things are good. Britts doing well and shes awesome too, and so are the boys. Diana and I haven't fought. Surprise. Surprise. I see Luke and Dan 3 times a week, but they are exes so i guess that I will have to get used to it. Although I will probably see if Dan wants to do something this weekend. I called Heather last night and she didn't answer or call back maybe she will soon i miss her. Plus Traceface and I are better again. ANDDDDDDDD I miss Lyndsey and Katie terribly. Next year, with me sarah lyn and kt, and then kyle and the boys. Almost everyone that I love will be here, living so close to me. I know that I will love it. I will have basically all of my best friends over all of the time and I dont even know how amazing that will be, but it will be THE BEST. It's not so far away, only 7 months.

In other news, classes are okay, i suppose. This weekend ill prolly do a lot of homework ICK.

I miss everyone. I miss home. I'll be home in two weeks to see my loves. Right on.

Monday, January 16, 2006

GOOOOOOOD

Oh, great weekend. So much fun to have kyle lyn and glick up here because i missed them and it was so much fun to have them plus my best friends here all together at once, it was amazingly fun. And everyone got along which was so good, i like when all my friends get along. This weekend was a good weekend. Yay.

I needed something good in my life, and now i have it. Thanks Kyle.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

mhmm

oh goodness.