I guess I haven't really written anything of substance in here in basically awhile. I've been busy, and i know the rest of you have been too, so i guess it's not like you are missing out.

I'm up in gainesville, and I can't wait until this weekend when Sarah Brian Keith Alyssa and I head over to Ormond Beach. We are leaving thursday night and then staying there until saturday and it's going to be awesome, and a continuation of spring break (just better).

Spring Break is over, and there is nothing to complain about there. Spring Break was relaxing and amazing at the same time. I worked one day which was no big deal. I got to see all the people that I wanted to (Heather/David, Tracy, Lynbo, Katie, Austin, Sara, work people, cardinal newman kids, and also UF people). Dan and Katie both had awesome parties as always. All in all it was a good time.

Now that I look back on this school year i am thankful for everything that has happened. I have only had one boyfriend (surprise surprise). I have learned to be patient, to be more understanding, and to love without regret. I do not regret any of the things that have happened to me so far, however crappy some may be. Yet, I cannot wait until the rest of this year plays out.

Sarah and I have decided that we hate boys, forever. But it's okay folks. As much as i hurt sometimes, the pain only comes out sometimes, and not as often as i have good feelings.

Back in gvilleeeeeeeeeeeeee

Back in gainesville for the remaining 6 weeks of the semester. Gosh it seems like this year went by so quickly. Better live these six weeks up with the loves of my lives, until i get home for three months!!!!!!!

Just to see you smile...i'd do anything

[What hurts the most
Is being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do]

I wish that I was as invisible as you make me feel

I've been feeling pretty invisible lately. To mostly everyone. Well maybe just to everyone i'm around everyday. I know that i'm not to lyn and tracy and everyone back home. This doesn't feel good at all. I'm losing more and more of myself everyday, and slipping back into who i used to be. Irritbale, and sad, and going nowhere fast. Going home on thursday for spring break sounds soooooo amazing. I need this bad life to end.