So unwanted...

[I watched the proverbial sunrise
Coming up over the Pacific
And you might think I'm losing my mind
But I will shy away from the specifics
Cause I don't want you to know where I am
Cause then you'll see my heart in the saddest state it's ever been
And this is no place to try and live my life

Stop right there
That's exactly where I lost it
See that line
Well I never should have crossed it
Stop right there
Well I never should have said that
It's the very moment that I wish I could take back

I'm sorry for the person I became
I'm sorry that it took so long for me to change
I'm ready to be sure I never become that way again
Cause who I am hates who I've been
Who I am hate who I've been] Relient K

I can't wait to go to college. Don't get me wrong, Wellington/WPB is freakin' awesome, but there comes a point where you gotta go. Although this summer is amazing, with it's trips, excapades, and overall drama, i really really need to go. It will be good for me. I'll really miss my friends, but i know the ones that i'm leaving behind I will see again.
46 more days until i leave, hell yeah.