I'm so tired, as if every ounce of my strength and emotion is draining out of my body like like hydrogen from a balloon, as if i have a hole somewhere in my body. I'm tired of being called ugly and fat. I'm tired of caring so much about everything else but what i should care. I think by spending my time trying to make other people happy, some part of me is made happy as well. There is one thing, that would make me happy, but someone is being too damn stubborn. Someone defend me once in awhile please? I want to go to college, like now. Go away and meet thousands of new people, in a new place.