i think his song is much better than mine and sams....

"Song of the Life of the Dearly Imparted" by Gabriel

"Oh what a god-awful mood that I'm in;
I don't want to deal with any damned thing.
it's too late to stop me;
it's too late to talk;
it's too late to comfort me;
there's too many mocking me.

I don't wanna deal with tomorrow
and I know I can't deal with today,
and I don't wanna think
and I don't wanna breathe,
and I will not admit i'm afraid.

I just wanna leave but I know that I can't.
I wish I could run away;
I wish I could hide away;
I wish I could fly away
and while my own life away.

I wish I could get away;
I think I can get away;
I know how to get away;
I know I can get away
and then live my life my way;
and then live my life my way...

I don't wanna deal with tomorrow
and I know I can't deal with today,
and I don't wanna think
and I don't wanna breathe,
and I will not admit I'm afraid.

I'm totally stressed out
for the fourth time in life.
I don't wanna deal with this;
to hell with the strife;
and I really don't feel like I want more of life.

I don't wanna deal with tomorrow
and I know I can't deal with today,
and I don't wanna think
and I don't wanna breathe,
and I will not admit I'm afraid;
and I will not admit I'm afraid...

I will never admit I'm afraid;
no I'll never admit I'm afraid.

I wish that I knew
how to tell if it's true:
Am I really that fearless?
Am I truly tearless?

I think that I know what I didn't back then:
I know now that I am afraid."