so i ask, what's your biggest fear?

I stumbled upon some quotes today after class. Sorry for the rambling ahead of time.

"This isn't good or bad. It's just the way of things. Nothing stays the same." This one made me think a lot. Change is never good nor bad. It's just what we make it to be, and since things can never be the same i must accept the differences. I must live peacefully with the good, and accept gratiously the baleful. If i could have time stand still at those certain moments (where i can't stop smiling, can't remember what i'm doing, can't see, can't breathe, can't do anything but live in the moment) then i would, oh you bet i would.
"Men are not prisoners of fate, but only prisoners of their own minds." Fate is nothing. Without my own choices i would not have a fate. I make my own fate. Mostly my mind is a jumble of thoughts, phrases, emotions, and images. At each point in my life one of those dominates. My mind makes me who i am. If i'm hurt i can't help but cry. If i'm in love i can't help but think of the person. And conversly, if i'm confused or unsure, my mind and heart will always tell me what to do. I'm sure of it.
"The secret of happiness is to make others believe they are the cause of it." This is the best quote that i found. The one that i live by the most. If you make me happy i'll tell you. If you're the cause of my uncontroallable laughter that we all love, then you must now. I can't keep my emotions secret sometimes, and i think it's for the better. That way everyone knows directly the effect that they have on me, If it make you happy to know i'm happy, then why shouldn't someone know?

The past few days have been awesome. But i must still think about the stupid school that is never ending. Today after school heather and i said goodbye to our dear dominik. I really miss him already :( After that i got the hairs cut a slight teeny little bit, the littlest i could manage, half an inch gone. I want my hair really long and it will be. Just like luke wants a six pack i want longggggg hair. After that i had dinner with the big H to the C and the boy called david. That was a trip. Class was so boring so luke and i left after the test. This week is basically waiting and waiting and waiting until saturday for **PROM**(an evening in paris), the best day/night of the week. I'm contemplating whether or not i should go eat some ice cream, read a book, or straighten my hair. Apostrophe to my ice cream: I'm not ashamed to say that you make me happy. And i want you to know it. Therein lies the happiness.

[and all i can taste is this moment
and all i can breathe is your life
and sooner or later its over
i just dont want to miss you tonight]