how do you want it?

"Promise me, that all you say is true...that's all i ask of you" POTO

hives
A skin condition characterized by intensely itching welts and caused by an allergic reaction to internal or external agents, an infection, or a nervous condition

"Remember me once in a while -please promise me you'll try" POTO

It seems that everytime i receive (yes, receive, as in receiving a gift...gosh i wish i got gifts instead) these hives there seems to be some kind of nervous condition, as afforementioned. But why this time? I'm fine. Happier than i have been in awhile. What nervous condition could i be experiencing? The only thing bothering me right now is that BOTH knees of my favorite favorite hollister jeans have humongous holes in them. "What nervous condition?" i ask you. I f-in hate my body, it makes no sense what-so-ever. OoOoOoh mommy just brought me more medecine stuff that was supposed to work the last time, but didn't.

"Too many years, fighting back tears . . .Why can't the past just die . . .?" POTO

I'm so utterly excited for today being friday. I heart friday's so much. So. So. Much. Now i have pretty much nothing to do, lol.

" You have brought me to that moment where words run dry, to that moment where speech disappears into silence" POTO