my final breath is gone

I hope i'm not experiencing heather's chronic neck pains, because they wont go away, and travel to my back sort of. I refuse to let myself get sick, i've been sick way too many times this year.

[and i can't make it on my own
because my heart is in ohio
so cut my wrists and black my eyes
so i can fall asleep tonight or die
because you kill me...] HaWTHoRNeHeiGHTS